TGIF. I called the lab and they received everybodys DNA. I was told that we would know the results Wednesday. So this means next week at this time we all will know. I have "not" knows for so long...it will be "strange" knowing.

There are so many coincidences, that my daugther said she will see it as that the universe played a "cruel" joke on her if these results come back that he is not the father. In her eyes...it's much more romantic that her father be my First Love and I understand that. It is my desire...I'm not sure how he feels about it though...I mean...I don't know what it would be like to find out after your child is full grown, that you have a child. Does love come automatically when there is blood connection...? I guess a "type" of love can...but not the same kind of love that comes from knowing and nurturing. Only time will tell in either case.