Today has been a productive work day. However, I haven't heard from him yet, regarding receiving his test package. I assume he's received it by now.

I have to say, all of this stirs up emotions that go way back when I left California. All the frustrations, hurt, and pain of all of it.

In the midst of this very intese stuff...I am focusing and putting any energy from that into my work...it seems not having control over some areas of my life...fuels the areas of my life that I can control...I want to take myself and my children on a well deserverd trip and have nothing but fun with them! I think we all deserve that. Hopefully we can do that soon.

I know in the end all will be ok and soon my daughter will have the answers that she wants and deserves. No matter what the end results are, simply knowing the truth will perhaps set us all free. What that means exactly, I really don't know. As soon as I know, I'll let you know. Until then, I'll just keep chipping away little by little...day by day.